Life falls apart, with a cry of anguish. The reverberation of the blows of life, ripples out unceremoniously bringing down a painstakingly built fortress that gave me a sense of stability and well being. It left an open, oozing, raw wound that may take time to heal and stop oozing. The will power of steel came crashing down with a new awareness of life and wounds inflicted by many. Every atom of my soul, heart, body and mind cries out with an anguish of a dormant volcano that erupted bringing down the fortress of positive strength crashing down in its impact.
The crystal clear liquid that swells the eye and spills with a pain that cut through the core of life doesn't reduce the intensity. A feeling of innumerable needles pricking the already scarred body, heart, mind and soul. It floods throughout non stop making everything excruciatingly painful. The fortress of a positive stronghold crumbles in seconds with an erupting volcano inside. The patience of mother Earth explodes many a time like this. A painstakingly built fortress of hope, strength and positivity is blown apart with a volcano erupting, an unceasing fire and lava flowing to tear a soul from the core of my being, that only time can heal.
The raw wounds inflicted upon the heart and soul bleeds with a gnawing pain that leaves me naked to nature. The erupted volcano spits out fire of growing pain that burnt the very core of a pained soul with an indelible imprint all over. Emotions erupting like lava with the pain and anguish that leaves an open wound to bleed profusely. Like a thunderbolt of realization it tears me apart that mine is a lone battle of life and the place of priority all opened up to me makes each pore bleed in such a pain that makes it helpless and hapless with a crumbled fortress.
A pain deep inside that gnaws and eats away the core of my soul, an intense pain that turns into a cry of anguish because it eats into my body, soul, heart and mind, from a positive soul into a charred soul. An explosion of painful anguish that never snapped even in the three years journey through cancer. It feels like a cry, an ache, so intense that there's no way I can go on any longer with that pain which tears me apart and just explodes shattering my fortress of strength. No matter what, it doesn't change and gnaws the core of my inside, an intractable pain, anguish of soul, breaking of the heart and nothing helps that pain, it stays and like a volcano erupted, emitting fire and lava with sheer pain that pricks every atom of my being.
I know there is light after all this, I will get through this, smile again with renewed hope and emerge like a Phoenix from the ashes of the erupted volcano; with a stronger fortress of strength and positive glow.
The crystal clear liquid that swells the eye and spills with a pain that cut through the core of life doesn't reduce the intensity. A feeling of innumerable needles pricking the already scarred body, heart, mind and soul. It floods throughout non stop making everything excruciatingly painful. The fortress of a positive stronghold crumbles in seconds with an erupting volcano inside. The patience of mother Earth explodes many a time like this. A painstakingly built fortress of hope, strength and positivity is blown apart with a volcano erupting, an unceasing fire and lava flowing to tear a soul from the core of my being, that only time can heal.
The raw wounds inflicted upon the heart and soul bleeds with a gnawing pain that leaves me naked to nature. The erupted volcano spits out fire of growing pain that burnt the very core of a pained soul with an indelible imprint all over. Emotions erupting like lava with the pain and anguish that leaves an open wound to bleed profusely. Like a thunderbolt of realization it tears me apart that mine is a lone battle of life and the place of priority all opened up to me makes each pore bleed in such a pain that makes it helpless and hapless with a crumbled fortress.
A pain deep inside that gnaws and eats away the core of my soul, an intense pain that turns into a cry of anguish because it eats into my body, soul, heart and mind, from a positive soul into a charred soul. An explosion of painful anguish that never snapped even in the three years journey through cancer. It feels like a cry, an ache, so intense that there's no way I can go on any longer with that pain which tears me apart and just explodes shattering my fortress of strength. No matter what, it doesn't change and gnaws the core of my inside, an intractable pain, anguish of soul, breaking of the heart and nothing helps that pain, it stays and like a volcano erupted, emitting fire and lava with sheer pain that pricks every atom of my being.
I know there is light after all this, I will get through this, smile again with renewed hope and emerge like a Phoenix from the ashes of the erupted volcano; with a stronger fortress of strength and positive glow.
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